We had a big chat on the phone on Friday and it was good and more texts since - hoped to speak to her again tonight but she hasn't got back - there could be a million and one reasons for that of course - but why am I so disaappointed? and why am I even contemplating pursuing things with someone 2/3 my age, probably a bit too wild for me, 200 miles away?
no your not - your going out into the world and sampling a little of whats on offer - lifes buffet - and things are happening for you - much more than if you were just sitting at home - just try to relax a bit and let things happen in their own time - youre doing great Al
says me who texted J on Sat to say do you want to go to the ballet (she like ballet) and gets one back that says yes - shall i ask the others? der? so i sent one back saying - thats UP TO YOU! thought maybe that would be a yes or no not a yes lets get a few peeps to go - i was aking her out on her own!
well methinks its time for bed - im trying to get back into a tproper routine - actually slept thru last night and woke about 9-30ish so im slowly getting there!
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I am chilled - but my head is manic!
says me who texted J on Sat to say do you want to go to the ballet (she like ballet) and gets one back that says yes - shall i ask the others? der? so i sent one back saying - thats UP TO YOU!
thought maybe that would be a yes or no not a yes lets get a few peeps to go - i was aking her out on her own!
would have been better!
why does it always seem easier when its someone else?
try and relax about things Al - youre ok!
catch u tomorrow
nite nite
nite nite
Maybe I'll adapt that as a strategy - whenever I have to make a decision, pretend I'm making a decision about advice to give someone else!
good idea iain