well I done a lot of things over the past couple of months I would have never imagined me doing - and a few days abroad shouldn't be too difficult - but Marbella? Like a lamb to the slaughter I fear Nevermind!
I'm not so sure - I think so - but my new found confidence is very fragile. I go to work and function and have been whizzing about all over the place as you know - but I'm not right by a long chalk!
I had this recurrent thing - I'd wake up anxious and think - what the feck did I do last night? - so I'd go to my local to find out / apologise - and they'd say "you didn't do anything Alan, you were fine" so then I''d think "thank f*ck for that! Can I have a drink please?"
I met this nice German girl on the train to Kendal - we had a nice chat and it was really cool - I lent her my mobile phone cos hers was kaput and she was over here for three weeks I'll probably never see her again but it was nice - and I know she's gonna post me back the phone in 3 weeks
I know I keep going on about how I don't sleep well but tonight I deffo can't sleep!
I'm all nervous/excited - don't know what to wear what to take or anything. Doesn't matter anyway - I'll look like a bag of sh*te by the time I get there!
A***** why did you do this to me/us?
Peeps, if you got someone special then hold onto them. and give each other the care and attention you both deserve - and if you're having problems but you love each other then pull your fingers out and sort it out - life's too short and love is too important
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bloody macs!
Like a lamb to the slaughter I fear
Nevermind!
I still need to ease up on the booze a bit - i somtimes do things when drunk i regret
Still - 3 days is a start!
i called which senior partner a WHAT??
i wish this was entirely in jest!
so then I''d think "thank f*ck for that! Can I have a drink please?"
I'll probably never see her again but it was nice - and I know she's gonna post me back the phone in 3 weeks
its a karma thing
I know I'm gonna get it back so it's hardly generous
I know I keep going on about how I don't sleep well but tonight I deffo can't sleep!
I'm all nervous/excited - don't know what to wear what to take or anything. Doesn't matter anyway - I'll look like a bag of sh*te by the time I get there!
A***** why did you do this to me/us?
Peeps, if you got someone special then hold onto them. and give each other the care and attention you both deserve - and if you're having problems but you love each other then pull your fingers out and sort it out - life's too short and love is too important