Mental illness and running

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  • Ooooh later please

     

    Good news re Moo image

  • Yup. Made some phone calls today too so I have done my 3 things
  • Hi Ben-o

    I'm glad you popped in I've been wondering how you are. All that moving and stuff sound stressful indeed. Are you happy about the new job?

    Welcome home MummyBear

    The cinema was great, its stressful taking DaddySOLB out cos he doesn't like his routine being shaken up, hates being in public and gets bored and grumpy really quickly. I always end up feeling responsible .... happily DaddySOLB loved it, the film is brilliant.

    I started hallucinating (audio) last night. It's not a proper relapse it's just the fallout from being unable to keep my meds down all week. I'm a bit sad, cos the voices are horrible, and it means they aren't fixed under the meds and I had thought they would be. Can't run away cos the bug is no where near as better as I thought.

    On the plus side I still feel tons better when I'm not trying to push it so hard

    Glad little Moo seems to be on the mend.



    Early night tonight I think
  • Woo hoo to your 3 things!
  • Hey Solb. I'm sure your dad appreciated you taking him out tonight. I can understand the lonely feeling. Feeling poorly affects how well the meds work so be z little gentle on yourself.
  • Dad is perfectly mobile he could take himself out but he hasn't been to the cinema since there were news reels image he was cross about all the adverts instead image image I think he had a point 30 mins of mega loud adverts was a bit excessive. The film really was brilliant though. I think it'll have to be boring golf next time though



    I'm really gutted about the voices and they seem extra specially malicious but I am managing to remember that its just temporary
  • good morning

    i think my toes are still frozen from the football last night, not a great way to start the day.

  • *passes Bricki some enormous stripey socks*



    Morning all, kettles on.



    I'm helping out at a Christmas market for Alabare for a couple of hours today (my Mum works for them and mentioned they were stuck for a volunteer over lunchtime) going to have to make a decision; brave face, alcohol gel and wash my hands as soon as I'm done or try to be dexterous enough in gloves ... I don't like touching money, lucky it's cold enough to justify gloves at all really



    My run is postponed I felt really ill after the cinema, had to keep opening the window on the way home cos the nausea threatened to overtake. I feel fine today but didn't want to risk not being able to help at the market by running first and I'll probably be wiped out by all the plastic smiling and chatting with strangers after.
  • *wiggles warm toes and contemplates getting out of bed*

    Bricki are you a brick layer?
  • SOLB

    Im actually not a brick layer no haha its just my nickname from school - im a HR man myself.

  • 'lo peeps!

  • *waves*

    How is your Mum, Bear?
  • Pretty worn out Frodo, I think all the hospital and changing was tired her out quite a bit

     

    Thanks for asking image

  • image Ahhh *wonders what wonderful pranks you have to play to be called Bricki* image don't worry its rhetorical, promise no need to atone for your sins (or disillusion me by telling me its your surname or something equally innocent!)



    I am very, very cold but I'm glad I helped at the Christmas market, I got the nicest job handing out balloons to little ones and watching some amazing little smiles light up their faces image



    I called in on solbsis and the minis but they are out so i'd better get home



    Howdy bear *waves frozen hand stiffly*
  • Oh hello Frodo *hugs Frodo (and nicks some body heat)*
  • image Ahhh *wonders what wonderful pranks you have to play to be called Bricki* image don't worry its rhetorical, promise no need to atone for your sins (or disillusion me by telling me its your surname or something equally innocent!)



    I am very, very cold but I'm glad I helped at the Christmas market, I got the nicest job handing out balloons to little ones and watching some amazing little smiles light up their faces image



    I called in on solbsis and the minis but they are out so i'd better get home



    Howdy bear *waves frozen hand stiffly*
  • It is blooming freezing SOLB, that market sounds fun

     

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  • Anyone seen by 'eck?

  • I am here thanks bear. Lurking today. It's chaotic. Day started at 4:20
  • Yay the minis came home, we had a wonderful time. The sort that makes your heart happy.



    *blows a kiss in the direction of the posting from invisible by eck*



    Hi Bear



    I had some chocolate but a big mouse must have snuck in and eaten it cos there's only a wrapper left
  • These big mice are dreadful image

  • I made some kind of chocolate cookie/cake things for moo. 2 may have gone missing in between them cooling and putting them in the box...

    There are some from the second batch that are still cooking in the kitchen. I'm not very good at counting if things go missing...
  • Forgot to say they have chocolate chips in...
  • I have a feeling some more may have gone missing

     

    *licks lips*

  • ( passes bear a babywipe do he can hide the evidence)
  • Tomorrow I have so much cooking to do while moo is at nursery. My concern is he will be poorly and not go, or get sent home for being poorly
  • Was all changed and ready to go running with a group tonight but thought better of it.  Thursday night is, for some reason, one that generally only the faster runners go to so it puts me off.  I just have to have someone slower than me there or I just feel I'm doing rubbish - and there aren't as many of them around as I'd like.  Decided that as I've got a day off tomorrow and it's looking good weatherwise will aim to get out for a run on my own.  Don't know if I'll make it but even having the intention to is a positive step as lately any time I've not been at work I've just not wanted to get out of bed.  Of course it's the same if I am at work but I have to get up.

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